How does the Holy Spirit speak to us? How does the Holy Spirit help us to make decisions? How do we know who has authority to discern the guidance of the Holy Spirit for the Church? These are the questions we are going to learn about today and in the next few Sundays.
In order to learn about this we are going to study the Proskomedi. The Proskomedi is a service of preparation that is celebrated by the priest before Divine Liturgy. When it is finished, the wine and the bread are ready to be carried into the church for the Eucharist. The priest celebrates this service on a table in the altar that stands off to the side.
The table is called the Prothesis. “Prothesis” means the act of bringing something forth. The Proskomedi service is a picture of how the Holy Spirit works in our lives. We are going to study the text of the Proskomedi for a few reasons. First of all, learning about the prayers of the church teaches us to think like the Church. Second of all, the Proskomedi teaches us what the words “authority” and the “inspiration” of the Holy Spirit mean.
Authority comes from the Latin word “augment.” In Roman law, authority was idea that you can only make new laws if they are a continuation of previous laws. You cannot make anything new. Christians took this concept and applied it to the doctrine of the Church. Like St. Paul and St. Vincent teaches us: we only repeat what we have heard.
The Proskomedi tells us about Christian authority and what makes for authoritative teaching. The Proskomedi teaches us who has authority. It does this by showing us what the original authority is and how it continues and reaches us.
The word Proskomedi means sacrifice. It is a Bloodless sacrifice. In ancient times and in the Old Testament, food offerings and whole-burnt offerings fell into this category of bloodless sacrifices. These were not animal sacrifices of blood or atonement. They were offerings from the people without blood. The Proskomedi is the sacrifice that we make, offering what we have to God. We offer our work to God by giving the product of our work.
The first prayer of the Proskomedi is, “God be gracious to me, a sinner.” That might sound like a generic introductory phrase. But in fact, this prayer captures the essence of all of our prayers. We are sinners who need God.
Today we read about Zacchaeus who was a sinner. Zacchaeus was basically like the mafia. He was an extortionist. Being a tax collector meant not only that he took people’s money but he had the power to put you in jail whenever he wanted if he didn’t get the money he wanted.
We read today how Zacchaeus turned his life around. Zacchaeus was numbered among the seventy apostles who Jesus sent out to heal and preach the gospel. Zacchaeus became an apostle and a bishop!
Zacchaeus is a good example of how God works in our lives. The “original” from which all authority derives is Jesus Christ. Jesus comes to Zacchaeus and sees him hiding in a tree. And Jesus says to him “come down, I am going to eat at your house.” Where did Jesus get the authority to tell him what to do? Where did Jesus get the authority to just say “I am going to your house?”
On the one hand Jesus got that authority because he is the creator of Heaven and Earth and is the Son of God. But more importantly Jesus has that authority because he created Heaven and Earth in order to die on the cross for us. Jesus has the authority to call Zacchaeus to repentance because Jesus is eternally the righteous one who died for Zacchaeus. Jesus leaves his Father’s house to come to save Zacchaeus. By his death, Jesus is showing Zacchaeus what Zacchaeus should do. “Go to the lost sheep,” he tells Zacchaeus. “Boldly go to sinners and enter their houses when everyone else thinks they are unclean, just like I have entered your house. Love the sinners. Believe in the power of God to heal the sinners.” That is what Jesus is calling Zacchaeus to do. Because Jesus is the one who does it first, he has the authority to cause Zacchaeus to do it. He is the original, Zacchaeus is the continuation.
Zacchaeus is there in Jerusalem at Pentecost when the Holy Spirit comes. He sees the power of the Holy Spirit to convert thousands of people. Zacchaeus receives the authority and the gift of preaching the gospel, the gift of guiding the Church as a bishop. He takes what he and all the apostles saw, what they together learned from Jesus. He takes what Peter, the leader of the apostles has said. He takes the guidance of the twelve chief apostles. Working within that framework he goes out to continue his own ministry as an apostle and a bishop.
The Holy Spirit moves in the Church. The Church received the Holy Spirit at Pentecost. Each person received their individual gift and calling of the Holy Spirit in the context of the whole Church. No one did it alone. No one is independent of the rest. No one speaks on their own authority. Not even Jesus speaks on his own authority, but rather he speaks what the Father has spoken to Him.
So when we continue to learn about the Proskomedi we continue to see how the life and death of Jesus has power and authority that spreads out from one person to the next, in the context of the Church, in the fulness of all the people in the Church who are called to various tasks and positions of leadership, and it continues down to each person in their place.
Each of you has the authority to spread the Gospel. Primarily you do this by living the Christian life. In the same way that Jesus’ authority comes from what he does and he invites you to be righteous with him. He has authority because he knows how. He has authority because he has experienced suffering for righteousness’ sake.
Authority and inspiration in the Church come from the life of obedience and worship and discipleship. And it is spread from you to others who see it in you. It comes through you to your children and grandchildren, to you nieces and nephews and other children in your life; to your godsons and goddaughters, to enquirers and catechumens. Your life in Christ is a conduit for the Holy Spirit to reach others. But only in the context of the wider Church.
Your authority is not to enforce canons. Canons are provided to bishops as a help for them to guide us. Your authority is not to decide how the Bishops should lead the Church. Your authority is not over priests and deacons. You do not have the right to make the bigger decisions about how the worship is done in the church. Each person in their own place and their own calling. Each person has their own type of authority and inspiration.
Each person only has as much authority and inspiration as the Holy Spirit has given them in the context of the Church. Authority and inspiration are given us first and foremost in order for us to obey Jesus, and to have a life of righteousness that they invite others to join.
St. Paul talks about this authority when he speaks about the gifts of the Holy Spirit. He says that the body is one, and the head cannot say to the foot, “I don’t need you.” The leaders of the church must not disdain or ignore the people who follow them.
Our bishops need us to learn from them and to follow them. The church does not function well if we do not all follow their leadership. They need us to pray for them. They need us to do the work of serving and running the day-to-day tasks of the church. They need us to listen to them so that others can be saved: to provide a good example of cooperation and obedience to others.
The foot (that is us) cannot say to the head, “I don’t need you as my head” or “I can also be a head.” We have one head. The bishops do not need our guidance. One person is the father. All the others are children. The Head cannot say to the foot, “I do not need you.” But the head is still the head and not the foot.
I once heard Bishop John tell a group of people, “As the bishop, I need you to have a job. But you need me in order to be a church. Without me you are just a club. You might be a great club, but you are not a church without me.”
The Holy Spirit comes to each person through the whole of the Church. He comes to us through the teachings of the Church which come to us through our teachers. He comes to us through the scriptures when they are taught and explained to us by those whom the Holy Spirit has called to teach us. The Holy Spirit does not come to you by going around the Church, but through the Church, through the fulness of the life of the Church.
The inspiration of the Holy Spirit is not just a radio frequency that anyone can tune into without respect to training or ordination. The Holy Spirit guides us by providing us with people who have studied and are recognized by our bishops as being qualified.
So let’s read one of the first prayers of the Proskomedi:
Make ready, O Bethlehem for Eden has been opened for all. Prepare, O Ephratha, for the tree of life has blossomed forth in the cave from the Virgin. For her womb has become a spiritual Paradise in which is planted the divine plant, whereof eating we shall live and not die as Adam. Christ shall be born, raising the image that fell of Old.
This prayer is not just from the Proskomedi, it is also a hymn that we sing at Christmas. On the Prothesis table where we celebrate the Proskomedi we have the Christmas icon. Christ coming to us when we celebrate the Proskomedi. Soon we will receive the body of Christ.
We say that Eden is opened. The creation of the world and the garden of Eden was part of the story line in which Jesus would become man. That is the whole point of creation and human existence is for us to become like Jesus. The Tree of life is the cross. It is beginning to come to us when we prepare of the Divine Liturgy.
The prayer mentions the “Divine plant.” This recalls when Jesus says, “I am the vine you are the branches.” Jesus says “remain in me” Jesus’ love, self-sacrifice, total dedication to God are what we are called to make our lives about. They are the climax of creation.
The life we are created to live in Christ, that is the continuation from the original which is Jesus Christ. All authority and all inspiration from the Holy Spirit shows us how to be part of that. Authority brings about the continuation of the life of Jesus Christ in the life of every Christian. That authority begins in the altar where the Bishop serves together with his priests that he has ordained.
We come to the Proskomedi asking for help as sinners. When the Holy Spirit guides the Church by giving the gift of leadership to our bishops, and the gifts of teaching to our teachers, when the Holy Spirit speaks to us through them about how to live a life in Christ, thatis the help we are given. Authority is the voice of the church calling us to a life in Christ, telling us how, guiding us. The hymn above says that we shall live and not die as Adam. Christ shall be born, raising the image that fell of old.
Next time we will talk about how the Proskomedi explains to us what the life in Christ is. What is it that the Church teaches us to do? How does it guide us? How does the work of the Holy Spirit become our own life? That is what we will discuss in the next part of this series.
At that time, Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go before him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowds. And after he had dismissed the crowds, he went up into the hills by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, but the boat by this time was many furlongs distant from the land, beaten by the waves; for the wind was against them. And in the fourth watch of the night he came to them, walking on the sea. But when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified, saying, “It is a ghost!” And they cried out for fear. But immediately he spoke to them, saying “Take heart, it is I; have no fear.” And Peter answered him, “Lord, if it is you, bid me come to you on the water.” He said, “Come.” So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus; but when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, “Lord, save me.” Jesus immediately reached out his hand and caught him, saying to him, “O man of little faith, why did you doubt?” And when they entered the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.” And when they had crossed over, they came to land at Gennesaret.
MATTHEW 14:22-34
The disciples were rowing in the storm in today’s gospel. They were cold, wet and tired. It was also pitch dark. When you are in a boat on the stormy seas there is no break from the waves. You can’t press pause.
The wind was blowing against them, otherwise they would have used the sail. And this sounds like the worst-case scenario, but it was not. When it is stormy, the best thing is to have the front of the boat point straight into the waves. What is dangerous is when the waves come from the side. The storm that Jesus left them in was difficult but not deadly.
This is the second time that Jesus is with the disciples in the storm. The last time there was a storm, Jesus was with them in the boat. This time he is on land, and they are rowing alone. He is training them for their work as apostles once he ascends into heaven.
Many interpret this story as “Jesus comes to us in our storm to comfort us.” That is part of the point.
But when Jesus comes to the disciples it is not comforting at first. The disciples think that they are seeing a ghost. You don’t look outside when you’re rowing and working so hard. You can’t see someone walking on the water in that darkness. But suddenly Jesus is right up next to them.
Peter says, Lord, if it is you, tell me come to you.” Peter did not say, “let me walk on the water too.” Rather, Peter says, “let me come to you, Jesus.” Peter did not say, “I am coming.” He waits to hear the voice of Jesus. He waits for a command.
Jesus says, “come.”
Peter is full of love but also eager to the point of recklessness. Jesus affirms his love because Jesus always receives us when we run to him. Jesus also allows Peter to learn how to be more sober.
By allowing Peter to first walk out onto the water, and then sink, Jesus is saying to Peter, “Yes, you want to come to me. That is a desire which will always be fulfilled. But no, you are not invincible in your faith. Take your weakness seriously. Be careful not to get caught up in ecstasy.”
Powerful and intense feelings are deceptive. An intense feeling is not a substitute for sober, mature thought. Feelings are like little children. They are precious and command our attention. They are hard to ignore. They become our darlings.
But feelings have to grow up. Feelings cannot always dominate our conversations. Every child has to learn not to interrupt. Every child has to learn that mom and dad cannot always read them books; cannot always give them a hug. Mom and dad have to correct them. Mom and dad need to expect them to work.
Affection walks hand-in-hand with steady direction. That is how our feelings must be managed. When we allow our feelings to be the boss, especially in our faith, then our world is ruled by a child. A child who is in charge of the house becomes the worst of tyrants.
Love the feelings. Be open to the feelings. But let your inner adult be the boss. That is the best thing for your feelings.
The disciples were on the sea, in the storm. They were almost home when Jesus came to them. The thing that had brought the disciples so close to their goal was not a feeling of ecstasy but hard work.
When Jesus comes to deliver them from the storm He waits until the “fourth watch.” That is something like 4 or 5 in the morning. The night was almost over. They got to their destination immediately after he came to them. Hard work and faithfulness and the mature sobriety brought them most of the way. When Jesus comes to the disciples, He does not calm the storm immediately. The storm is still raging when Peter gets out of the boat. That is why Peter starts to be afraid. Sometimes just as we are about to be delivered the storm gets much worse. That is almost a part of the proof that deliverance is at hand.
Jesus calmed the waters but he did not give them wind from behind to fill their sails either. They still had to row the rest of the way. But because they had been working so hard against the storm, the rest of the work was easy by comparison.
When Peter’s faith starts to fail, when he loses sight of who it is that he is walking towards, when it is less a matter of love and more a matter of being seduced by feelings of wonder, then he sinks. Jesus steps in and supplies what is lacking. At the ordination of a priest or deacon, the bishop prays that God will supply was is lacking.
This means something wonderful and unexpected: we too can be part of supplying the faith that is lacking in others. How is that?
The reason Jesus was not in the boat with them that night was that he withdrew to pray. Perhaps he was praying for them as they rowed. Think about that for a moment. Jesus, our Lord and God and saviour, prays. We pray to him. He prays to his Father.
When we pray, we are praying not only to Jesus but with Jesus. What else are we doing with Jesus? We come to church to serve and to make sacrifices with Jesus. Jesus is not only he who was offered. Jesus is he who offers. He is both the lamb who was slain and the High Priest.
We too make offerings together with Jesus. In the Divine Liturgy we say, “thine own of thine own, we offer unto thee in behalf of all and for all. We do this in behalf of all. We supply what is lacking in their faith by offering up spiritual sacrifices for our own sins and for the ignorance of the people.
Just showing up, just participating is an expression of divine faith. We have come to walk on the water by coming here to church. Even if we do not have an ecstatic feeling of faith, even if we struggle to even know why we are here we are still working together with Jesus to save the world. Faithfulness, showing up and working hard may bring a feeling of closeness to Jesus. But it always is a closeness to Jesus, even if we do not feel it.
And Jesus supplies what is lacking (often by allowing us to struggle, since he knows that we mature in that way). Jesus is with us so that we will become one with him in his prayer and in his ministry to the world.
At that time, when Jesus came into the district of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, “Who do men say that the Son of man is?” And they said, “Some say John the Baptist, others say Elijah, and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.” He said to them, “But who do you say that I am?” Simon Peter replied, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” And Jesus answered him, “Blessed are you, Simon Bar Jona! For flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but my Father who is in heaven. And I tell you, you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it. I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.”
Matthew 16:13-19
When Peter calls Jesus the “Son of God,” he is means that Jesus is a man who great and mighty. Perhaps Jesus is some kind of warrior-king like King David, or perhaps a prophet like Elijah. Jesus can work miracles. He is the “Son of God,” for that reason.
Jesus says, “Blessed are you … for flesh and blood did not reveal this to you …” “Flesh and blood” in this context means the kind of things that are mighty and awe-inspiring in our material world. It means “the visible world.” “Flesh and blood,” means an authoritative person, a leader, a warrior-king, a great teacher. Peter says, “Son of God,” but Jesus replies that the true meaning of this confession is not found only in the notion that Jesus is a strong and charismatic man. Jesus is not just that.
Jesus refers to Peter as “Bar Jona” which means “Son of Jonah” in Aramaic. He is saying, “You call me ‘Son of God.’ I am calling you, ‘Son of Jonah.’ Jonah is the father you left in the boat in Galilee when you followed me. You became something more than Bar Jona. I am something more than the Son of God in the sense that you mean. When you see me, you are seeing an image of my Father who is in heaven. I have also come from my father to you, as you left your father to follow me.”
Jesus tells Peter that he will build his church, “on this rock.” What rock? “Peter” is the nick-name that Jesus gave Simon. And Peter means rock. So perhaps Jesus is saying, “on this “Peter” I will build my church.” How can Jesus build a church with Peter as the foundation? Jesus is the cornerstone which the builders rejected! Jesus is the foundation.
Rock, in the context of building, means bedrock; the rock you get to when you dig all the way down through the dirt and can’t go any farther. Jesus says elsewhere, “therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock.” (Matthew 7:24) The confession of Peter is the beginning of the faith. That confession, such as it was, was a bedrock foundation. But a foundation must be built upon. This confession, at this time, is not the whole house. In the next verse, Peter will rebuke Jesus for saying that he must die on the cross! How perfect is this faith? Clearly not perfect yet.
Even though Peter calls Jesus the “Son of God,” in today’s reading, later on Peter denies Christ. This is because, despite Peter’s eagerness, he did not yet understand that Jesus is not simply a mighty man. Peter does not know yet that the full greatness and wisdom and power of Jesus is revealed as Jesus takes up the cross of weakness, and in so doing reveals his Father in Heaven. Peter sees the glory which is fame, reputation, the respect that a person commands, the authority of a person. That is what glory means to Peter. But Jesus tells him that this glory is instead humility, self-sacrifice, love and meekness. It is the willingness to be weak, to trust God, to love others to the end and without exception. The glory of God is a man who is fully alive to God, and dying on the cross.
To admire Jesus in the same way Peter did is only the first step. It is the foundation. We must try to understand Peter, and not be harsh. He did, after all, become Saint Peter, the chief of the Apostle. But when Peter denied Christ, he proved to himself and to us who read the Gospel that admiration is not the fulness of the faith. Peter did not trust that God could save the world through weakness. And so, even though it looks as if Peter has great faith, in fact his faith is only a small faith which will quickly fail. Peter will become an apostate, one who no longer believes, when he denies Christ.
When we disobey God, we too are apostates at that moment. We do not trust God to give us what we need. We feel that we must disobey. We must grab for relief, not believing that God can give it to us. We deny Christ in our disobedience. We run away from the crucified Lord at that moment of disobedience.
Peter wept bitterly after his denial of Christ. So, in one sense, he returned to his faith. He regretted his apostasy. After Jesus rose from the dead, he met Peter at the Sea of Galilee and asked him three times, “do you love me?” Each time, Peter said, “yes.” Jesus exhorts Peter to, “feed my sheep.” The third time Jesus asks Peter, “do you love me,” Peter is grieved and says, “you know everything, you know that I love you.” In response, Jesus tells Peter that he will die as a martyr, “to show by what death Peter was to glorify God.” At first, Peter thought that the glory of Jesus was human glory. But now Peter learns that he will glorify God by his own death.
St. Peter did end up feeding the sheep. St. Peter fed the sheep by showing them how to truly confess Christ. He showed them what real belief and faith are. Belief is martyrdom. It is obedience unto death. Belief is trusting God to give us everything we need, even when, and especially when, obedience and holiness and sacrifice are dreadfully difficult. Faith is not being of the opinion that your church is the right one, with the best liturgical expression. Faith is not being impressed by and convinced by the majesty, seriousness and grandeur of the hymns and the doctrines.
True doctrines, true majesty is humility. It is a confession which says, “all I need is to follow you, Jesus, as you trusted in your Father. I do not need to seek a quick fix in sins, but what I need is, rather, to be made holy as you are holy, to participate in your self-sacrificial love.”
Later in his life, St. Peter writes, “God is begetting you.” In other words, “God is becoming your Father.” At vespers of this feast (the feast of Ss. Peter and Paul), we read his first epistle. By this time, Peter is the great apostle, not the wavering fisherman. He writes,
“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has begotten us into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade. This inheritance is kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God’s power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls. Concerning this salvation, the prophets, who spoke of the grace that was to come to you, searched intently and with the greatest care, trying to find out the time and circumstances to which the Spirit of Christ in them was pointing when he predicted the sufferings of the Messiah and the glories that would follow.”
1 Peter 1:3–11
St. Peter is now beyond being “Bar Jona” the fisherman. He is beyond calling Jesus, “Son of God,” in a limited sense. Now St. Peter knows that the real sonship of Jesus Christ, his real glory, is the same sonship and the same glory to which we are called, namely to suffer together with our Messiah.
Peter writes, in the other epistles that we read at vespers, “obey the civil authorities so as not to bring shame onto the Church.” He writes, “be holy as God is holy.” Obedience, love, humility, willingness to suffer for the love of others in order to bring the hope of Jesus to the world: all this is true faith. This is the fullness of the faith.
In Rome, Christians have venerated the chains of St. Peter since his death. These are the chains that Peter was bound in, when he was going to his own martyrdom. We reverence these chains because they are the full expression of the faith Peter eventually received. At that point it was no longer the foundation of the faith, but the fullness.
In Rome, only a short time after St. Peter’s death, there was a deacon named Lawrence. Lawrence was given the task of keeping the gold belonging to the church. When there was a time of great persecution, the authorities summoned St. Lawrence and demanded that he turn over the treasure. St. Lawrence agreed to come back the following day to hand over the treasure. That night, St. Lawrence distributed the money amongst the believers. In the morning, he brought the poor, the lame, the sick and the beggars to the authorities. He brought the whole large crowd and said, “behold the treasure of the church!”
Peter’s eagerness from today’s gospel reading, matured into confidence. Obedience to Christ gives us great confidence and daring. This is what St. Lawrence in Rome had learned. When we take on the obedience, the holiness, and the trust in our Father that Jesus revealed to us, then we become so confident that we can teach others how precious they are by showing them true dignity, which is holiness. We show them how precious they are by showing them what they can become by believing in Jesus Christ. This is the meaning of “feeding the sheep” which Jesus called St. Peter to do. This is “nurturing the lambs” of Christ. We feed them by showing them an image of Christ’s humility and holiness. We pass down the true faith to them by following Jesus to his death, in the confident hope of the resurrection!
At that time, when Jesus came to the country of the Gergesenes, two demoniacs met him, coming out of the tombs, so fierce that no one would pass that way. And behold, they cried out, “What have you to do with us, O Son of God? Have you come here to torment us before the time?” Now a herd of many swine was feeding at some distance from them. And the demons begged him, “If you cast us out, send us away into the herd of swine.” And he said to them, “Go.” So they came out and went into the swine; and behold, the whole herd rushed down the steep bank into the sea, and perished in the waters. The herdsmen fled, and going into the city they told everything, and what had happened to the demoniacs. And behold, all the city came out to meet Jesus; and when they saw him, they begged him to leave their neighborhood. And getting into a boat he crossed over and came to his own city.
MATTHEW 8:28-34; 9:1
There was a young man who went to join a monastery. As he was praying the demons would come to him and encourage him. They would say, “you are doing such a good job!” “Wow, you are so advanced, even the older monks do not pray like you do with such a fervent heart. You are more spiritual than all the others.”
Sometimes when we want to do something good and we want to do it well our pride and our need for approval poison something that was originally very noble.
Soon the young monk told the Abbot that he would go and live alone in a cave as a hermit.He had only been in the monastery for five years. Usually monks wait much longer and they only ask for a blessing to live alone. They might even wait until the abbot suggests that they become hermits. This young man informed the abbot.
The abbot told him that it was not at all advisable for him to become a hermit. He was only a beginner. But the young monk insisted. There was really nothing the abbot could do. The demons continued to encourage the monk to pray (in the same spirit of pride as before, of course). Soon the monk was levitating off the ground. He felt that he had reached a higher spiritual plane.
I want to tell another story of someone who talked to demons. This one is from today’s gospel reading. We read about two men who are possessed by demons. They live in tombs.
What were they doing there? These men were probably sorcerers who claimed that they could contact the dead. People wished to talk to their dead relatives. The sorcerer encouraged grieving people to believe the lie that says that people can avoid their grief by talking to the dead.
The lie was that they could contact their dead relatives instead of mourning instead of using their sorrow as an opportunity to look at their own mortality; that they could talk to the dead instead of embracing the sobriety of the moment in order to repent of their sins. Instead of using the tragedy of death as a moment when they learned to cherish life and cherish their living family members more, instead of thinking about how they are going to use the time they had left, instead of all that the customers of the sorcerer would try to talk to the dead they were being encouraging in their delusion.
Others would ask the sorcerer to predict the future so that the customer could use this knowledge to get ahead in life. The sorcerer encouraged his customers to believe that happiness is something you take and not something you receive from God, and that what people need in life is to have more money and more fame and more possessions.
Other customers came to the sorcerer and wanted to get revenge on their enemies. They wanted a curse to be put on someone, or they wanted a magic potion to make someone die.
When the sorcerer would contact the dead at first he was just making it up. He was just a fraud. He was encouraging people to live a lie, He was encouraging them not to trust in God.
But after a while he was no longer pretending, He actually heard voices. But he was still not talking to the dead. You cannot have conversations with the dead like that. To be sure, sometimes a saint will appear in a vision from God. That is different. It is God’s initiative, not ours.
The sorcerer began to hear voices instead of simply making things up. Now he was talking to demons. The sorcerer was not hearing true things. The demons cannot predict the future. The demons cannot give you good luck and they cannot give someone bad luck. The demons cannot curse people for you.
What they can do is encourage you in your belief that it works. People want to believe that it works, and they selectively interpret facts to fit their expectations. Demons encourage people in that mindset of dishonesty and pride. More importantly, the demons encourage your mindset of pride, which says that you that you have a right to do these things.
Why do we people do these things? Why are we so easily deceived? Every one of us is like a person who is alone on a huge ship tossed around by the storms and we have no idea how to steer the ship and it will probably sink. We want help. Whatever looks like help is what we accept. We are powerless and that is a problem. We are mortal and that is a problem. With all these problems it is understandable that we do not understand what our biggest problem is.
The biggest problem on the storm-tossed ship of our lives is that we think that we are the captain. Jesus, our saviour, is telling us how to steer the ship, but we tell him that we have the right to determine this on our own.
In that state of hopelessness we turn to a solution that is not a solution and the demons begin to speak to us. They encourage us to become attached to things that promise happiness but in actual fact those things cannot give us happiness. The demons encourage us to become enraged and fixated on current events on conspiracy theories on issues that we cannot control at all. They encourage us to be enraged, suspicious, defiant, opinionated, anxious, distrustful. Rights become everything. “Us against them” replaces Jesus Christ as the one thing we turn to for salvation.
Demons take our sinful pride and magnify it. They make it that much harder for us to stop.
What are the voices in your life that encourage you to sin? Which voices tell you that sin is okay, that sin is normal? Where are you seeing sin depicted῞ Where are you hearing sin described in a way that obscures the filthiness of sin, and that makes it look harmless? What voices tell you that pride and defiance are virtues as long as your pride and defiance are exercised together with others who call themselves Christians? Which voices are telling you all about your rights and nothing about your calling to die to your pride, to leave everything behind and to follow Christ?
Which voices are there in your life that believe that you are only capable of being enraged with the world? Which voices encourage you to be exasperated by the fact that people are different than you? Are there pictures, movies, advertisements, channels, songs on the radio or books that tell you how inviting sin is? Do these things tell you that sin is not sin it’s just life everyone is doing it.
What voices are there in your life that make you enraged when someone tells you that Jesus is calling you you to set your sins aside. There are voices in your life that tell you that setting sin aside would be unfair to you. It is your right, perhaps it is your duty, to continue sinning.
There are so many voices in our world that are begging us to give sin a chance. That is why we get stuck in our sins. We allowed ourselves to get stuck when we listened to the voices that encouraged us, and praised us for our sins. We were willing to listen to it because we did not believe that there was any other hope.
When we fall, we think there is no coming back. Can we ever go home? The demons confirm our doubts. The demons encourage us to be indignant because of our fear of being rejected. Our rights and our individualism and our autonomy are threatened.
You should be indignant, but in a different way. You should be indignant because you have the right to stop sinning. Sin leads to death. Sin is killing the image of God in you. Sin is hurting the people you love. Become indignant at how sin and pride imprison you. You have the right to accept the rebuke of your conscience. You have the right to be corrected by Jesus, who knows how to save your ship from sinking.
Become indignant at how impossible it seems for you to turn off the news. You have the right to walk away without feeling like you are missing out. You have the right to take a break from the rage addiction.
You have the right to be at peace with knowing how powerless you are. Stand up for your right to be heart-broken because of your sins. You have the right to come home!
The only way out of this mess is to look death in the face while holding the hand of him who trampled down death by death; the one who said that love is stronger than death. The way out is to see the truth of our mortality, as it is revealed to us by the immortal one.
Here is the truth: life hurts. Death exists. I am mortal. I will die someday.
We must also look death in the face figuratively. I am powerless I am fairly irrelevant in the world. Almost no one cares what I think. Almost no one would listen to me. That is reality. Reality is that I don’t know very much I am not an expert at most things.
Joy comes to us sinners when we say to Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, a sinner. I am a sinner. I am dying. I need you to save me. I will take the medicine that you offer. I am not worthy, but help me anyway.
When we resist the demonic voices, the voices become shouts and screams and shrieks. The demons encouraged us to become enraged at the world. But when we resist suddenly we are the ones that all their rage is directed towards. Demons hate humility. They hate serenity. They hate sincerity. They hate it if we are not easily provoked.
Demons hate the person who knows they need Jesus Christ. Demons hate it when we are willing to pay the cost of discipleship. Demons hate it when we wait patiently; when we love Jesus more and when we love our dearest ones more than we love immediate satisfaction.
Demons hate it when we are more concerned with giving limitless and unselfish love more than we are with getting limitless gratification. Demons hate it when we wait for real love and reject anything that only seems like love and intimacy. When we want to serve others out of love and we are no longer hunting like lions for anything that will give us a feeling of being loved. Demons hate self-control. Demons hate it when we embrace being limited by boundaries. Demons hate fasting. Demons hate confession. Demons hate it when we turn the screen off.
When Jesus comes to the demon-possessed men in today’s gospel, the demons shriek!! “What have you to do with us, O Son of God? Have you come here to torment us before the time?”
When they say, “what have you to do with me,” that is a way of saying, “what do you want? Leave me alone!” The demons hate the son of God because the Son of God came to serve and not to be served! The Son of God trusts his father. The Son of God fasts even though he is the sinless one! The Son of God will lay his life down for sinners.
The demons say that they are tormented because now they cannot imprison us in our sins. They are tormented because Jesus has come to teach us to love as he loves, and to run away from anything that makes selfishness and impatience look normal and virtuous. The demons are defeated Death is defeated Hades is embittered.
Let’s go back to the story of the monk who had left his monastery to become a hermit. Remember, he was levitating in his pride because the demons had told him that he was so good at praying. Back in the monastery the abbot felt more and more worried So the abbot decided to go out and visit him. As the abbot got to the cave, the young monk was levitating and had floated out of the cave towards a cliff. The abbot caught hold of the young monk just as the demons were about to throw him down the cliff to his death. The abbot saved him and pulled him up.
From that day the young monk returned to the monastery and his job was to chop wood and carry the wood to the other cells. He washed the dishes. He scrubbed the floors.
This was not a punishment. It was a gift, because it proved to the young monk that it was not too late to come home. He was welcomed back. The young monk had finally reached the pinnacle of monasticism. He had reached true enlightenment. That enlightenment is the knowledge that the greatest joy is found when we are faithful in doing the smallest things. Security in life is when we are on our guard against flattery against delusion. That young monk learned that the highest form of spirituality is humility, silence, hard work that is not looking for praise or trying to outdo anyone.
The most spiritual man washes the feet of others. It is easier to wash the feet of others when you are already kneeling down and scrubbing the floor. And you already have soapy water right there. You can have no greater intimacy, no greater fulfilment in friendship than when your greatest desire is to wash the feet of the other in humility.
This is spirituality. This is doctrine. This is real Orthodoxy. This is the faith of the fathers. This is freedom. This is your right.
This is a summary of the questions which have been raised regarding the building project. Please feel free to comment below.
Why the rush? Why are we being asked to make this decision so quickly?
The sellers of the church need to close the deal soon because the church costs them money, and they do not have a congregation who tithes to pay for it.
About a year ago, the parish voted to sell all our existing property in order to buy a lot within an industrial area, and then take on a building project for an unknown amount of money. That was based on the hope that a developer would be interested in purchasing all our property in one group.
We approached several developers. Not a single one showed any interest at all. We know from experience that a buyer who is this interested is a rare thing.
Now there are two possible developers interested in purchasing the properties, but we need to give them a firm indication of our willingness to sell.
Why aren’t we building a church?
A new building takes at least two years to finish, likely more.
We are not sure that we are able to pay for a building, and manage the build, within the next 3-5 years.
Building materials have increased by 30% in the past year, making our earlier estimates of costs obsolete.
The price of a new building is at least 1 million, if not more. We could not sell all of our land to pay for it since we would be building where we are. We would be exposed to enormous risk, since projects almost always go over budget. We could end up with a half-built church that is not usable. And that scenario could continue for years.
Our mortgage, if we built a new church, would be in the vicinity of 700,00 or 800,00 minimum. With the purchase of 3rd Avenue our mortgage will be as low as 200,000.
If we build on Avenue F/30th Street, we would likely need to sell our current church building, probably to another church community. We might have another church next door, and more people trying to park in the area.
The work required from our community, would be immense. Can we truly count on people being able to volunteer the labour necessary? The 3rd Avenue purchase significantly reduces this risk.
While maintenance and utilities costs of the 3rd Avenue church are three times what they are for our current space, they would always be more for a new and bigger church. So would maintenance. We could also have $80,000 more per year in mortgage payments.
In previous years, the building committee identified a number of requirements for a new worship space, or a new church. Here are some of them:
Visibility to the wider community.
Access via public transportation.
Handicap access.
Larger space for our community’s use.
In these three areas, 3rd Avenue meets those requirements to a greater degree than a new building on Caswell hill.
Will insurance cost more money for a larger building?
Insuring the replacement value of a building worth ten million dollars or more is nearly impossible. It would cost us tens of thousands per month. We cannot insure it completely. We need to keep building up our building fund and be prepared for expenses. Insurance that we do continue to pay are such things as liability insurance.
Which bank are we using, and will they lend to us without insurance?
We are continuing to use Mennonite Trust, and they will lend to us based on the value of the land.
What does the Heritage Status mean for our use of the church building?
In it’s heritage status, the building is regulated under the City of Saskatoon, not the province. There was some confusion about this before. This means that we only have one agency to deal with. They have been very helpful, and the indication is that they will not be overbearing. We described to them what we would like to do with the church space, and they did not see any issues immediately.
Four aspects of the church are listed as heritage items: the organ, the ceiling acoustics, the stained glass windows, and the outer structure. We are not allowed to alter these unless we get permission first. Those are the only limitations to our use of the property.
We have asked for documents that describe these obligations, so that we have a record of them, and can refer to them when we are making decisions about how we use the church.
We are not required to allow people to visit the site (although why wouldn’t we?). The heritage act itself does not require us to allow anyone to use the organ or play concerts. The issue of the use of the church is a part of the seller’s contract, not the law. The seller (the United Church) wants to ensure that the organ can be heard. This is the wording from the offer to sell:
With respect to the pipe organ located on the Property (hereinafter referred to as the “Organ”), the Buyer shall grant licences to qualified organists to practice on the Organ and shall grant licences to members of the public to host/organize Organ concerts on the Property from time to time. No licence for use of the Organ or Organ Concerts shall be exercised in any manner that may interfere with the Buyer’s use of the Property. The aforementioned licences for practice on the Organ and for Organ concerts may be limited to 4 (four) concerts per year.
Our “use of the property,” may also include our Orthodox theological understanding of the sanctity of the space, and what may or may not be done in an Orthodox church.
What if a heritage item is broken?
If the heritage item is broken due to our negligence then we are obligated to fix it. If it is broken through some other means (vandalism, weather etc.) there will be case-by-case decisions about whether or not to bring them back to their original state. The city has money set aside to help us maintain these items.
Are Parish Council and the Building Committee in support of this proposal?
Yes. The proposal could not have been made otherwise. Parish council voted to move forward with the proposal, signing the conditional offer with the sellers, and making a deposit of $50,000. The building committee, likewise, is unanimously in favour.
Which lawyer are we working with?
Andrew Mason, who is also representing the sellers.
When will we be moving? When will we worship in the new space? Can we continue to use our current church during a transitional period? What are we taking with us in terms of equipment and furniture? What are the sellers leaving for us?
We will take possession of the new church on the 1st of July. When and how we will move our things remains to be seen. What we leave and take depends on who buys the building from us.
It is entirely possible that we would have a few extra weeks to move out, but we do not know, since we do not yet know who will be buying or using our old church.
We do not know what the sellers will leave or take with them. Emptying the church out is a time-consuming and possibly an expensive operation. We would assume that they would only be grateful for us to assume that responsibility, in which case we might be keeping everything. We need to ask.
Worshipping in the church is an easy fix, but it will be very provisional, and will not feel like home at first. It will take months, if not more than a year to do all the construction work required to make the space what we would normally have.
What are the maintenance issue in the church?
Fr. Herman has compiled a maintenance report, mostly based on a thorough inspection by Timothy and Rdr. David. They spent over an hour going through the whole building with the caretaker. Some of the information has also been gathered by members of the building committee.
The 3rd Avenue Church building is solid in its structure. There is, however, some work to be done.
The security system is very robust. There are eight security cameras around the building, on the outside and on the inside. They feed into a monitor, and are recorded.
The boiler seems to be in good working order. It was installed in the 1980’s, but the person we normally hire to work on our heating and ventilation system has said that a 1980’s boiler is rather new from the perspective of a person who works with boilers. All boilers require regular inspection when they are in use. Someone has to do a very quick check at least once a day. There is a cost. We might be able to find ways of minimizing that cost without neglecting safety in any way.
The elevator is very well kept and in good working order. It is much quieter than the elevator we have on Avenue E. We probably need a service contract with an elevator company, and we have asked them to visit the church this week in order to give us a quote.
The sellers told us at the outset that there was an issue with the kitchen ventilation. We have received a quote for fixing it, which is $3000. Less than we thought.
We have also asked for an estimate on what it would take to get the dishwasher in working order.
There has been water damage in the areas of the church underneath the flat roof areas. They are being repaired currently. There is also a small amount of beam damage in the nave. Mostly the water damage is aesthetic. There are ways of fixing it, but it is not a critical issue.
There are shingles missing on the asbestos roof (the slanted roof). These will be covered over when we complete the roof project.
Occasionally bats and mice get into the building. This is very normal for a building this size. It would be unrealistic to expect never to have this issue. They get in through various crevices.
There is a sump pump (it collects drainage water and leads it out into the sewer). It needs to be improved by using a new pipe system which probably would go along the ceiling of a hallway.
Are the maintenance and utilities costs too high?
The total maintenance and utilities cost for 3rd Avenue are projected to be $45.5k. The projection is based on their actual costs over the last five years. This is a significant increase, about three times as much as we are now paying.
In a build scenario, we would be looking at a projected $25k per year cost for those expenses, as well as $120k cost per year in mortgage payments, for a total of $145k in mortgage, utilities and maintenance expenses per year.
Side by side:
Maintenance & Utilities
Mortgage
Total
3rd Avenue
$45,500
$42,000
$87,500
New building
$25,000
$120,000
$145,000
Will the church be too large for us? Will we lose the intimate family feeling?
There is always the risk of the dynamics of a community changing in a new venue. Undeniably this is a much larger space, and we are not a big enough parish to fill it up in the way you might imagine it being filled at a large concert. However, our current church is too small (especially for Church School), and we’re faced with the choice of too big vs. too small. Many people favour having too much space over having too little.
There are several options available to us for mitigating this risk. There are ways to define the floor space in such a way that people will tend to congregate together in one area. Rugs can be placed in one area and not in another. Chairs can be placed only in one area. Other furniture or items can be placed in such a way that the obvious room for the congregation is towards the centre of the church.
There will be a committee formed to work on the use of the church spaces.
We might grow. I’m told that the Orthodox Church in Calgary, because it is in the centre of the city, grows by around 20 people per year. We will have much higher visibility, and perhaps we will begin to fill the space?
Furthermore, when people come into a new church, if more than 80% of the space is being used, the psychological effect on a visitor is that they don’t think there is space for them.
Are we too close to the Lighthouse homeless shelter? Will that cause problems?
This question is not a heartless question. The 3rd Avenue church has had issues with vandalism, theft and people sleeping in stairwells. The downtown area has these issues. We may also say, optimistically, that we will be able to minister to the poor.
In our current location we are often in contact with people who either suffer economically or struggle with substance abuse, not least of all our tenants. There is a needle drop-off box on the outside of one of our sheds. We have also had at least one attempted break-in, and we have a security system in place because we know we might need it.
But 3rd Avenue is much more visible, and much closer to the action. It will be a challenge. We will need to find creative ways to balance ministry with safety.
What is the parking situation?
We have several street parking spaces immediately next to the church, and across 3rd Avenue. We also have eight spaces at the back of the church in the alley.
The CRA parking lot next to the church is empty on Sundays.
Street parking is free on Sundays, and after 6pm on weekdays.
Handicap parking is free in metered spaces downtown for those who have a handicap tag, and who register for this free parking at city hall.
We will have a dialogue with the city about further needs.
What does the Metropolitan say?
He has delegated the report to a trusted advisor, and is waiting to hear back.
This article is a translation of Fr. Mikael Fälthammar’s podcast series in Swedish about Orthodox Christian Faith. Fr. Mikael is the pastor of a small mission parish called Holy Resurrection Antiochian Orthodox Church in Göteborg, Sweden. If you would like to make a donation to the mission, you will find a link to donate with credit card or paypal on their website www.kristiuppstandelse.se.
The third angel sounded his trumpet, and a great star, blazing like a torch, fell from the sky on a third of the rivers and on the springs of water— the name of the star is Wormwood [which is a bitter herb, also called absinthe]. A third of the waters turned bitter, and many people died from the waters that had become bitter. (Revelation 8:10–11)
In a book called “The World as an Icon” by Per-Arne Bodin, there is a chapter about the great eschatological expectations in Russia during the past three or four centuries, and especially the belief that Russia and the Russian Empire play an important role in the end times. There is one particular passage about the catastrophic nuclear meltdown in Chernobyl. Bodin writes,
The extent to which the religious tradition is still alive in certain religious circles can be demonstrated by the way people reacted to the nuclear meltdown in Ukraine 1986. In Ukrainian, the name Chernobyl means wormwood or absinthe. And the nuclear accident has come to be associated with the prophecy about the end of the world in the book of Revelation. The eschatological speculations in the wake of this catastrophe … were so strong that the atheist Soviet Union was forced to use very exceptional means to quell the unrest. In the atheist state newspapers they published an interview with the Orthodox Metropolitan in Kiev! The Metropolitan was asked to comment on the relationship between Chernobyl and the prophecy in Revelation 8, and he answered that no one knows the day or the time of the last judgment.
The issue of the end times has been something that Christians have discussed for as long as Christianity has been around. The Creed says, “we believe in one Lord, Jesus Christ, the son of God, … who … came down from Heaven and was incarnate of the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary … suffered and was buried … rose from the dead …” and the last words about Jesus, the Son of God are, “ascended into heaven, sits at the right hand of the Father, and he shall come again in glory to judge the living and the dead, and his kingdom shall have no end.” The second coming of Jesus Christ is something that we proclaim, as a key pillar of our faith. We do this during every liturgy in the Orthodox Church.
The concept of the end times comes to us from the Bible. For example, in the Old Testament there are many apocalyptic texts, or in other words, passages that talk about the second coming, the end times, the end of the world, etc. The book of Daniel talks about this at length. In the New Testament, the book of Revelation is the main source of apocalyptic literature. But Jesus also speaks about the end times in a number of passages in the gospels, and St. Paul also talks about what will happen in the end times.
There is a veritable briar patch of different viewpoints regarding the end times. In the last two hundred years, there have been more interpretations offered about the end times than at any other period in history. The interpretations become more and more imaginative and unconventional. But this article is not going to list all the modern and heterodox interpretations. Instead, we are going to look at the Orthodox views regarding the end times.
We will focus especially on the book of Revelation, and the way the Orthodox Church has discussed it. We will look back over the canonical process by which the book of Revelation came to be included in the Bible. And then we will talk about various interpretations of the end times, and of Revelation. We will talk about which interpretations have been rejected in the Orthodox Church, and which interpretations have been accepted.
We will also talk about healthy exegesis, that is, a healthy way of understanding how we apply scripture to our lives. How do we avoid going overboard when we are connecting the book of Revelation to our own lives, especially when it looks like we might be living in the apocalypse? Just to clarify, the word apocalypse is from Greek, and it means “unveiling” or “revealing.” In other words, the true meaning of the apocalypse is something that reveals information about the end times. However, in English, the word apocalypse has come to mean something catastrophic and fearful.
We will also talk about some hot button issues having to do with the end times. For example, the concepts of the antichrist whose name is 666. Pop culture loves to talk about these things, and there has been a lot of speculation about what 666 could mean. We will talk about the “Whore of Babylon,” which some Puritans identified as the Pope of Rome. We will also talk about an idea that has developed very recently, called the rapture. And we will finish on a positive note.
The reception of the book of Revelation
It is interesting to consider how the book of Revelation was received in the Orthodox Church[1]. In the Western part of the Roman Empire, the book of Revelation was warmly received very early after it was written. The same was true in the Eastern part of the Empire, at first. The Fathers in the East confirmed that it was written by St. John, and that it was apostolic. But later on, the Fathers in the East began to question whether it really was written by St. John. Many Fathers were also very sceptical about the rich imagery in Revelation, since they seemed to be nearly impossible to interpret and clarify. The Fathers reacted strongly to the concept of the thousand-year reign of Christ (which today is usually referred to as “the millennium” when people discuss Revelation). It didn’t help that the Montanists (an esoteric sect in the 200’s and 300’s) used the book of Revelation a great deal. The Fathers rejected any kind of literal interpretation of Revelation. You might even say that it fell out of favour in the Eastern Church.
The effects of this are visible, for example, in the fact that Revelation has never been a part of the lectionary in the East. That is to say, we never read it during a service in church; neither during the Divine Liturgy, nor at any other service. We read every other book in the New Testament in church, except for Revelation. Remarkably, the Orthodox Church in Georgia excluded Revelation from their bible until the beginning of the 1000’s because they were so sceptical of it.
In the Western Church, there was a theologian called Victorinus who wrote a commentary which was later revised by St. Jerome, during the late 300’s. St. Jerome edited out the chiliastic tendencies, that is to say, the speculations on the thousand-year reign of Christ.
In the East, however, one of the earliest known commentaries on Revelation was written by a theologian called Oikumenios in the late 500’s. He was non-Chalcedonian, and an alarmist. He felt that he saw a description of his own current day in the book of Revelation. He wrote a rather liberal and creative interpretation, and he drew a number of unorthodox conclusions. Oikumenios’ commentary was one of the few that even existed in the Eastern Church at that time.
It was considered to be such a bad commentary, that another theologian felt obligated to write a better and a more Orthodox commentary a few years later. His name was Andrew, the bishop of Caesarea. He was a well-known commentator, and was probably asked to write this book by the Patriarch of Constantinople. Andrew of Caesarea has had an enormous influence on the way the Eastern Orthodox Church has perceived the book of Revelation. We have already mentioned that the Orthodox Church in Georgia did not accept the book of Revelation until the 1000’s, and one of the reasons that they finally did accept it, was that the commentary by Andrew of Caesarea was translated into Georgian. When the Georgian Church was able to read the commentary, and could hear an Orthodox explanation of this puzzling book, they were able to accept it.
Andrew of Caesarea was neither alarmist nor sloppy in his interpretations. Rather, he was very professional in his comments. Anyone who is familiar with the Fathers’ commentaries on the scriptures recognizes the Fathers’ tone of voice and their method in Andrew of Caesarea’s commentary. He is pastoral, liturgical and sacramental in the way he interprets Revelation.
In order to understand the bigger picture, we have to look at the major world events that occurred just before Andrew of Caesarea was writing. At the end of the 500’s, there was a Byzantine Emperor called Justinian (known as St. Justinian in the Orthodox Church), who enlarged the Christian Roman Empire significantly, for example by reuniting large portions of Italy to the Eastern Empire. Justinian was a bigger-than-life figure who made sweeping administrational changes. He nearly succeeded in reuniting the Chalcedonian and non-Chalcedonian churches. Everything was coming together, the empire was taking a big step forward, perhaps a step towards its former glory.
But everything ground to a halt suddenly. Toward the end of Justinian’s reign, there was a great plague which is now known as the “Justinian Plague.” It spread across the empire in several waves during several years, and decimated the population. Some estimate that least one fifth of the whole population all around the Mediterranean died from the plague.
The plague threw everyone’s life into chaos. The army was decimated. The workforce was decimated. Dead bodies were left rotting on the streets, and no one even dared to touch them. People left the weak and the elderly to die alone. It was an apocalyptic time, in other words, and it brought with it a kind of moral collapse as well. So many farmers died that there was food shortage and widespread starvation because no one could produce enough food. In addition, there were a number of very harsh winters at the end of the 500’s, and so the famine and starvation worsened and people froze to death. Naturally, people began to make a mental connection between these events and the book of Revelation, and we can certainly understand why.
But that isn’t the end of the story. Things got even worse. There were a number of earthquakes that severely damaged several large cities in the empire. The Persians invaded from the East, taking advantage of the fact that the Byzantine army was depleted. It doesn’t even stop there. The emperor Maurice was murdered in 602, leading to several years of civil war.
When Andrew of Caesarea was writing this commentary, his city had recently been under Persian occupation. We should not be surprised that people thought they were living in the end times. People have read their own current events into Revelation at pretty much every period of history between when was written and now. There are always people saying, “this or that emperor is connected to such and such figure in the book of Revelation.” Or perhaps they say, “this earthquake is the one which was written about.” This was also the way things were at the time of Andrew of Caesarea.
A less discerning commentator would have joined the majority of people, reading his own time’s current events into the book of Revelation. But Andrew of Caesarea did not do that. Instead, he wrote in a systematic and objective way, following the Holy Fathers’ exegetical tradition. One of the clearest indications of his maturity as a writer is that he gives examples of a number of different interpretations or meanings for each verse or passage in Revelation. He weighs these interpretations against each other. He writes, “some say one thing, but I say this other thing.” He might even give two or three parallel interpretations that are equally plausible. In other words, he does not have an axe to grind. He listens as much as he talks. He is faithfully and dispassionately conveying the whole picture of the tradition.
When theologians fail to show this kind of mature thinking, there can be dire consequences. Take for example, Harold Camping, a TV preacher who prophesied sometime around 2012 that the world would end on a specific date. He put up billboards in a number of cities proclaiming that the world would end, and encouraged people to sell everything they owned and prepare to leave this life. But we are still here. He was wrong. Some of his followers had sold everything they owned, and had used all their money to pay for the billboards. Naturally, their lives were ruined by his deception.
Mysteriously, it is almost always the case that the supposed date for Jesus’ return is very close to our time, usually in the immediate future. Why is it always about me and us? Why do they never conclude that people in a distant future will experience these things? Could it be because such predictions don’t sell quite as well as the notion that the end of the world is right around the corner? Harold Camping revised his prediction, and predicted the second coming would happen a few months later. But Jesus did not come back on that day either. We’re still here.
People are easily manipulated and misled. This is probably an aspect of what it means to be human, ever since the fall. What is remarkable is that in our time, some very protestant readings of the book of Revelation creep into the world of Orthodoxy. People spread the fear of vaccines, warning of a new world order, and such things. People are teaching in the name of Orthodoxy, but the impulse and the thought processes are very much Protestant. The clouds of worry sneak in, and people forget the foundational Orthodox Christian understanding that we are always assured of the victory of Christ in the end.
People who make such speculations often tell us to be vigilant, but what they usually mean is, “you must acknowledge that I, elder so-and-so, have made the correct interpretation, or you will face judgment.” Christians should always be vigilant, to be sure. But this primarily means being vigilant in our own personal lives against sins, against our own complacency and passions. We are vigilant, asking for the Holy Spirit to guide us into a life that is virtuous and Christ-like. We keep our vigils so that we can hear the voice of the Holy Spirit speaking through the Church as it guides us into the fullness of the stature of Christ. This basic approach to the book of Revelation is found in the writings of Andrew of Caesarea.
Andrew of Caesarea did not predict the date of Jesus’ return. Instead, his method was sober, reading the scriptures and interpreting them in line with the father’s tradition. In fact, he explicitly denies that there is any special correlation between the events of his day and the book of Revelation.
Although many people have tried to guess when Jesus will come back, the attitude of the Church is to wait with joyful anticipation of His return. The Church knows that Jesus will return, but we do not know when it will happen. For that reason, Andrew of Caesarea emphasizes that the end is always near for each person because we are all going to die in the relatively near future. We hope to live a long and happy life, but at every Divine Liturgy, we also pray for, “a Christian ending to our life … and a good defence before the fearful judgment seat of Christ.” And the reason we do this is that we do not know when our own individual death will happen. Death can come to us very suddenly. In that sense, the end is always near for every one of us. Therefore, Andrew of Caesarea advises us that when we read the book of Revelation we need to focus on this other, personal sense of the end times, instead of trying to guess, or working ourselves up into a frenzy about the end of the world.
Many young people become obsessed with the study of the end times and the return of Christ, often experiencing great anxiety. Admittedly, it is something to fear. We call it the dread judgment seat of Christ. But God is good! Christ is the “lover of mankind” (philanthropos), and provides for his faithful. That is why we Christians focus on living lives that are consistent with the teachings of the church, and consistent with the will of God so that we are ready, whenever that day comes. We do this “in the fear of God, with faith and love.” We make our own preparation, not out of a sense of terror but out of an empowered freedom in Christ, because God is the “lover of mankind.”
The Russian Orthodox Metropolitan, Hilarion Alfayev writes about the end times, in his book about the Mystery of Faith, he writes,
The character of the Antichrist has always drawn a great deal of attention. Ironically, it seems that many Christians are more concerned about the arrival of the Antichrist than they are about the final victory of Jesus Christ over the Antichrist. The eschaton [the end times] is interpreted as a time of fear, global catastrophes and desolation. The end of the world is no longer awaited with eagerness, as it was in the early church, but rather, with anxiety and fear. In contrast to this, the New Testament and the Patristic eschatology [the teachings about the end times] is hopeful, and comforting. It is focused on Christ instead of the Antichrist.
We may also consider one of the prayers in the Divine Liturgy which points towards the same mindset as Metropolitan Hilarion describes. In the great feast of the Liturgy, when the bread and wine have been placed on the altar table, we thank Jesus Christ for everything he has done.
Having in remembrance, therefore, this saving commandment and all those things which have come to pass for us: the cross, the grave, the third-day resurrection, the ascension into heaven, the sitting at the right hand, and the second and glorious coming, thine of thine own, we offer unto thee in behalf of all and for all.
Even though this event is in the future, we are so certain that the “second and glorious coming” of Christ will happen that we can give thanks as if it has already happened. We look forward to the return of Jesus Christ with hope and joy. And in the Divine Liturgy we are already in the time of the second coming.
Controversial Imagery of Revelation
We now turn to some of the usual hot-button issues around the end times. The first issue is around the concept of the Antichrist, the mark of the beast and the number 666. These images come to us from Revelation 13:16-18.
[The Antichrist] also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name. This calls for wisdom. Let the person who has insight calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man. That number is 666.
Many people have guessed what this number is supposed to mean. Truthfully, no one can be entirely sure. Andrew of Caesarea writes that, “time and experience will reveal to those who live [spiritually] sober lives in all vigilance, what the name means.” That means that whenever the reality that this number is referring to comes about, the person who lives in the tradition of the church, in a spiritually sober and healthy lifestyle, will understand what the number is all about. It will be entirely clear at that time.
We Christians have received a different “mark” or “sign” on our right hands and on our foreheads. This “sign” is also put on our eyelids, ears, nostrils, lips, both hands, both feet, and on our chests. It is the mark, or the seal, of chrismation, the seal of the gift of the Holy Spirit. We are called to live in the Holy Spirit, and that means living in a way that is always preparing for life in the Kingdom of Heaven. St. Isaac the Syrian says that this life has been given to you for repentance from the deeds of the world. Don’t waste your time on corruptible things.
When we have received the “mark” of holy chrism, we are already called to prepare ourselves, to follow Christ no matter the cost. This is the calling of every Christian. If we live that way, it is impossible for us to be marked with the Antichrist’s mark on our forehead and our right hand. This is the truth by which we should be spreading peace and calm to anyone who is anxious about the mark of the beast. We should calm them by exhorting them to live the way that the church teaches. Be obedient to your bishops, and follow the instructions of the church, fast and pray. You have the sign of chrismation on your forehead and on your right hand.
Andrew of Caesarea commented on the meaning of the sign being written, “on their right hand and on their forehead.” He interprets the hand as indicating good deeds. The mark on the hand implies that the good deeds cease. It doesn’t need to be a literal sign or symbol. It’s not a barcode (which, by the way, was once identified as the mark of the beast, not so long ago). It’s not the vaccine. It is not microchips in the vaccine. Rather, the mark of the Antichrist refers to a person who does not live according to the will of God, and who does not do these good deeds. When Andrew of Caesarea interprets the sign being on the forehead, he says that this indicates that people spread heresies and false teachings, in disobedience to the church, especially the things that lead people away from God. The tragedy and the threat of the mark of the beast is the tragedy of someone who neglects good deeds, and who deliberately invents and spreads false teachings, leading others astray. But we who have the sign of chrismation on our forehead and on our hand busy ourselves with good, Christian deeds. As long as we hold fast to this faith, we are in no danger of receiving the mark of the beast.
One of the most important points of Andrew of Caesarea’s interpretation is that the mark of the beast is not something you stumble into unawares. On the contrary, the image of the mark of the beast refers to a deliberate rejection of what is right. You don’t catch the mark of the beast like a cold. It doesn’t happen to you. The mark of the beast is a symbol for something that only becomes your own personal reality when you have taken it upon yourself, accepting it and knowing full well what you are doing.
It is insidious to tell faithful Christians that the mark of the beast would be something that happens to you by mistake. The logical conclusion of such teaching would be that the judgment of God might come upon you despite your faith in Jesus Christ, and that your faith cannot save you from threats that you don’t even understand. The logical conclusion would also be that it does not matter if you repent of your sins, if you receive the sacraments or if you love your neighbour. All that matters is which preacher you happened to listen to.
If the only thing that will save you is the one who warns you of this “mark of the beast,” then you become dependent upon such a teacher. He is the only one who can tell you how to be saved. This form of posturing is, sadly, all too common. The leaders who do this are basically proclaiming themselves as new messiahs, since they want you to believe that you cannot know what the mark of the beast is without their help.
In the early church, there were a number of heretical sects which claimed to have a secret tradition that had been passed down to them from the apostles, but only a select few knew it. If you received this secret knowledge, you achieved a higher plane of consciousness, called gnosis.
St. Vincent of Lerins, on the other hand, taught that true doctrine is that which has been believed and practiced by all men [all Christians], always and everywhere. There is no secret doctrine which has any truth to it. Any secret wisdom is no wisdom at all. The Christian truth has always been out in the open.
There is clearly a gnostic flavor to many of the new teachings about the mark of the beast. Priests who teach these things might warn you to be discerning and vigilant, telling you that if you are vigilant and discerning you cannot fail to conclude that such-and-such is the mark of the beast. By implication they mean that if you have not concluded this, then you are not vigilant and discerning. But no church father has ever said that the mark of the beast is going to be something that happens in a given year, in a given country. No church father ever identified these images with specific events. Modern preachers have invented new and false doctrines, and they count on their listeners being too afraid to question the innovations out of a fear of God’s judgment.
At the beginning of the book of revelation, St. John explains that Revelation is sent as a message from Jesus to seven churches in specific cities. Andrew of Caesarea interprets these seven churches as symbols of all churches, since seven is used in the bible as a number of fullness. In other words, the revelation of St. John is sent to the whole church, to all churches. It is a universal message. It is not a secret gnosis.
Another image from Revelation that many people will have heard of is called “the whore of Babylon.” This comes from Revelation 17:3-6.
There I saw a woman sitting on a scarlet beast that was covered with blasphemous names and had seven heads and ten horns. The woman was dressed in purple and scarlet, and was glittering with gold, precious stones and pearls. She held a golden cup in her hand, filled with abominable things and the filth of her adulteries. The name written on her forehead was a mystery: Babylon the great, the mother of prostitutes and of the abominations of the earth. I saw that the woman was drunk with the blood of God’s holy people, the blood of those who bore testimony to Jesus. When I saw her, I was greatly astonished.
This has been interpreted in a number of ways over the years. Some people say, for example, that Rome was the whore of Babylon, when the Christians were being persecuted before the time of Constantine. Others have claimed that the Pope of Rome is the whore of Babylon. That particular interpretation has been commonly accepted among the denominations of the radical reformation, such as the Puritans.
Andrew of Caesarea disagrees, and writes that Rome is not the whore of Babylon. At the time when Andreas of Caesarea was writing, Rome was only a shadow of its former self, and did not lend itself to that comparison. The passage about the whore of Babylon continues, and says, “For all the nations have drunk the maddening wine of her adulteries. The kings of the earth committed adultery with her, and the merchants of the earth grew rich from her excessive luxuries.’”
But at the time of Andrew of Caesarea, this would have been a gross exaggeration if it referred to Rome. It was not the centre of the world anymore. Therefore, he would not interpret the whore of Babylon as a way of referring to Rome.
He raises the question about whether Rome would rise up again in its former glory at the end of time. But he concludes that it is much more likely that the whore of Babylon represents earthly kingdoms and regimes and governments in general, and especially the temptation and allure of power and pleasure. It refers to all of the passions, lusts, pride and hate, and to all the ways that we, as sinners, have strayed from the glory of God. The image of the whore of Babylon is referring to more general reality, and not a specific kingdom or a specific government or a specific person.
Another image from Revelation is the one we started with, the star that falls down and poisons the water. We mentioned at the beginning of the article that people interpreted this image as a prediction of the nuclear meltdown in Chernobyl in the 1980’s. Andrew of Caesarea wrote about the image of the star, but obviously not in relation to Chernobyl specifically.
Either the star means these things which come upon men from the heavens, or the devil is signified by this, concerning whom Isaiah, ‘how did he fall from heaven, the morning star, rising at dawn.’ For [the devil], upset, agitated and bitter, makes people drunk through pleasure, and thus connives to bring chastising punishment on them here; not to everyone but only the one third on account of the long-suffering of God. And he causes people not to believe in the future reward, bringing spiritual death down upon those who do not endure.
This is yet again a case where Andrew of Caesarea has a pastoral approach. The risk of deception is always present, but sin is always the culprit. The fallen star is the devil and the poison is not the radiation poisoning from a nuclear reactor in Chernobyl (even if that poisoning was a terrible tragedy), but the poison of sin. The falling star is a spiritual poison that makes the soul sick with greed, pride, vanity, immorality etc.
Our final image from Revelation is what has come to be known as the rapture. This is a rather common misinterpretation of the end times in Protestant circles (most of the time in charismatic churches). The rapture is based on a passage from 1 Thessalonians 4:15-18.
According to the Lord’s word, we tell you that we who are still alive, who are left until the coming of the Lord, will certainly not precede those who have fallen asleep. For the Lord himself will come down from heaven, with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. After that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord for ever. Therefore encourage one another with these words.”
This passage has been the subject of a very strange interpretation in modern times, one which could not really be used to, “encourage one another,” as St. Paul writes. But rather, it is a terrifying interpretation. The idea is that people are going to suddenly be transported up to heaven and disappear from the earth. Some people say that the rapture will happen before all the plagues and tribulations that are described in Revelation. Others say that the rapture will happen afterwards. The reasonings behind these two positions are a bit of a tangled-up mess which we will not get into right now.
But in short, one of these interpretations says that people are supposed to be raptured so that they are spared from the suffering and tribulations that come. When we combine these ideas with other Protestant heresies, for example that you are only truly saved if you speak in tongues, then the consequences are spiritually abusive. A child who has not started speaking in tongues does not see herself as fully saved. She must then conclude that she will not be raptured with her mom and dad before the dreaded tribulations come. Children believe that they might be left on earth with their little siblings, abandoned to endure the terrors of God’s wrath alone. It is an absolutely catastrophic pastoral failure on the part of people who teach such things, and is a reminder of why heresy is such a serious matter.
It is even more remarkable that this particular heresy is only two hundred years old. According to some, the whole idea of the rapture started with the imaginings of a Scottish twelve-year-old called Maggie McDonald. In any case, Cyrus Scofield, a preacher whose notes on the bible had a large influence on the revival movement in the 1800’s, took up this idea as a main element in his teachings. Scofield’s revival sermons emphasized the imminent return of Christ.
The idea of the rapture has become a mainstay of many Protestant Evangelical denominations. There is a series of books called “Left Behind,” which tell the story of a person who is left behind when his Christian friends are raptured. All of his unsaved friends are left on earth. Based on this, there is actually a website called youvebeenleftbehind.com where you can hear a recorded message for all the people who have been left behind after the rapture. There are even bumper stickers that say, “Warning! In the case of the rapture, this car will be unmanned.” Well, it was nice of them to warn us. There is another bumper sticker too, which says, “if the rapture happens, can I have your car?”
When St. Paul writes about this in the letter to the Thessalonians, he uses the same words as when he describes how he was “raptured up into the third heaven” in 2 Corinthians.
I know a man [referring to himself] … who was caught up [or raptured] to the third heaven. Whether it was in the body or out of the body I do not know—God knows. And I know that this man—whether in the body or apart from the body I do not know, but God knows— was caught up to paradise and heard inexpressible things, things that no one is permitted to tell.
St. Paul also writes about Christians being “caught up” into the air, this is a pastoral, empathetic, and comforting message to a fearful group of Christians in Thessaloniki. It is not a doomsday prophecy. The people in this church were asking how it was possible that Jesus had not come back sooner. The earliest Christians expected Jesus to come back in their lifetime, and when he did not, it was very puzzling to them. They wondered what was going to happen to the people who had died before Jesus came back. St. Paul’s words basically boil down to, “do not despair, Jesus Christ will provide for those who have fallen asleep in the Lord. They will rise from the dead and join us and we will all live together with Jesus.” That is the point of the teaching about being “caught up into the heavens.”
St. Paul says that the trumpets will sound, which is a common term used in literature about the end of time, not just the beginning of the next phase of time. He says that Jesus will return in glory. The Greek words that he uses remind us of the way the gospels tell the story of Jesus’ ascension into heaven. In the same way that Jesus ascended into heaven he will come back. In glory. We will be with him. This is a message full of hope, not dread, and is a gentle and pastoral message.
We end with the observation that when the Orthodox Church speaks about the end times and about the second coming, it is always a hopeful message. We hope in the victory of Christ. The Orthodox Church has suffered greatly throughout the ages, but she has always been the church of hope. Anyone who comes to the Orthodox Church for Pascha cannot help but be overwhelmed by the hope and joy of the Orthodox. Everyone is shouting and singing, “Christ is risen!” He is risen from the dead and has trampled down death by his death and given life to those in the graves! Jesus Christ is the one who has defeated death and sin, the devil, the beasts and all the enemies. Jesus is the victor for all time. He is the only true victor in all of creation. Inasmuch as we, in the church, are his body, we belong to him. That is why we look forward to his second coming with hope and joy. That is the message which we are called to preach to the whole world when we speak about the end times. Hope. Joy. The expectation of peace.
[1] In researching this topic, I found a book by Dr. Eugénia Scarvelis Constantinou very helpful. The book is called, “Andrew of Caesarea and the Apocalypse,” and it is called that because Dr. Constantinou discusses a commentary on Revelation by Andrew of Caesarea who lived in the 500’s.
We are very grateful to Ben Valkenburg for holding a seminar to inform our church of issues around end-of-life. Ben informed us about the importance of writing a will, about health care directives and powers of attorney. The seminar was also translated into Tigrinya. We have cut out the English and Tigrinya parts and made separate recording.
At that time, when the soldiers came to a place called Golgotha (which means the place of a skull), they offered him wine to drink, mingled with gall; but when he tasted it, he would not drink it. And when they had crucified him, they divided his garments among them by casting lots; then they sat down and kept watch over him there. And over his head they put the charge against him, which read, “This is Jesus the King of the Jews.” Then two robbers were crucified with him, one on the right and one on the left. And those who passed by derided him, wagging their heads and saying, “You who would destroy the temple and build it in three days, save yourself! If you are the Son of God, come down from the cross.” So also the chief priests, with the scribes and elders, mocked him, saying, “He saved others; he cannot save himself. He is the King of Israel; let him come down now from the cross, and we will believe in him. He trusts in God; let God deliver him now, if he desires him; for he said, ‘I am the Son of God.'” And the robbers who were crucified with him also reviled him in the same way. Now from the sixth hour there was darkness over all the land until the ninth hour. And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, “Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?” that is, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” And some of the bystanders hearing it said, “This man is calling Elijah.” And one of them at once ran and took a sponge, filled it with vinegar, and put it on a reed, and gave it to him to drink. But the others said, “Wait, let us see whether Elijah will come to save him.” And Jesus cried again with a loud voice and yielded up his spirit. And behold, the curtain of the temple was torn in two, from top to bottom; and the earth shook, and the rocks were split; the tombs also were opened, and many bodies of the saints who had fallen asleep were raised, and coming out of the tombs after his resurrection they went into the holy city and appeared to many. When the centurion and those who were with him, keeping watch over Jesus, saw the earthquake and what took place, they were filled with awe, and said, “Truly this was the Son of God!
In today’s gospel we read about a centurion. A centurion was much like a sergeant in today’s military. He was a leader of a group of one hundred men. This centurion participated in the crucifixion of Jesus. We actually know the name of this centurion: his name was Longinus.
When Longinus saw how Jesus died he said, “surely this man was the Son of God.” It is interesting that we know the name of Longinus but not of the others with him. The gospel says, “When the centurion and those who were with him, keeping watch over Jesus, saw … what took place, they were filled with awe, and said, “Truly this was the Son of God!” Longinus was not alone but he is the one whose name we know. We know about his life after Jesus’ death and resurrection and today is his feast day.
Tradition suggests that Longinus believed because as the gospel says, the “earth shook, and the rocks were split and the tombs were opened.” But the gospel does not say that is the only reason he believed or even the primary reason he believed. Surely, one of the many reasons to believe would be that Jesus died without cursing the people who killed him. Jesus asked the Father to forgive them. Jesus gave hope to the thief on the cross beside him. Jesus blessed his disciple and his mother as they stood there. Longinus the centurion would have seen all of that as well.
Longinus is the one who was present at the crucifixion. He was faced with this terrible and awesome event just like each of us is faced every day with a moment of crisis when we decide what we think about the crucified one. There are many unique things about how Longinus saw the crucifixion. First of all, he was a participant. He was doing the crucifying. And the issue of how guilty he was or how much blood he had on his hands is rather unclear.
Longinus was ordered to crucify Jesus. He didn’t know Jesus previously. They told him to kill someone. That’s something soldiers did. So in one sense he had no choice. But on the other hand he chose to be a soldier and he must have known that soldiers did things like this. Longinus was a small cog in the big machine That killed the God who created heaven and earth. Longinus was a one small part of a much bigger system.
We too are small cogs in a big system that is destroying the world through sin and suffering. Someone else has hurt me and made me angry. t’s not my fault. What am I supposed to do?
I want nice things and I have the opportunity to have them. Everyone that I know else has them. There are poor people who could use my help, but I did not make them poor. It’s not my fault.
There are many demands on my time. Church and God and prayer are difficult to squeeze in. It’s not my fault.
We play our small part in a big huge mess and in the midst of all the factors we do not control and all the factors we do control we meet the God who loves us enough that he invites us to carry our crosses and die with him. We encounter the love of God as the one who so loved the world that he calls the world to be holy as his son is holy. And whosoever follows his son and carries their cross and sells all they have and visits those in prison and clothes the naked; whosoever is living the life of Jesus is already living Eternal Life. That is the love of the God that we encounter today.
And that is a crisis for us each and every day. It is not a one-off moment of crisis. Meeting the crucified Lord is a crisis when I decide whether or not to lash out in my anger. It is a crisis when I decide whether or not to indulge my shallow materialistic desires. It is a crisis when I have to decide what to spend my time on. Why is it a crisis?
When I am angry I think I need a God who will smite my enemies. I think I need a God who tells me that I am right, that I have the answers, that I am on the right side of the debate. I think I need a God like that.
When materialism and the pleasures of the world entice me, I think I need a God who gives me money when I do what he wants. I think I need a God who will take care of the poor for me. So that I don’t have to. I think I need a God who just wants me to enjoy life and be happy. I need a God who will sit in church and wait for me whenever I have time to come. That is the kind of God I think I need; accommodating, generous to me, not too demanding.
I think I need this God because as a sinful person the only other God can imagine is a God who is not generous but stingy. If God is not the guy who does what I want he must be the guy who does what I do not want. That would mean he is a God who does not smite my enemies when I get mad. Maybe he doesn’t even care. Perhaps he is a God who punishes me and threatens me.
The make-believe Santa Claus God we hope for is the jolly and happy opposite of the tyrant and monster we secretly fear that God is. This is the pagan notion of God. Pagans must control God. Pagans must placate God and make him happy so he doesn’t get mad and kill us.
This is the childish and selfish way of understanding God, and it is the religious mindset behind the culture that Longinus belonged to. The Romans had many gods, but the message was basically the same. The army had a god of war who they believed helped them win battles. The Romans had the gods of Rome who helped them conquer and get rich. But none of these gods could tell Longinus who he was meant to be. None of them could show him how he too could become a son of God. A God who is like a vending machine, where we deposit our prayer or our piety, in order to get our request granted – this is not a God who can tell us who we are, not someone who can calm the existential anxiety and emptiness that we feel inside. Neither can the tyrant God we fear. Only the crucified Son of God can reveal to us the Father who runs out to meet the prodigal son on the road. Only the crucified Son of God can teach us to call God our father.
And now Longinus is standing at the foot of the cross and seeing the stark contrast between the loving and humble crucified Lord Jesus and the callous and heartless and shameless people who killed him. And Longinus is confronted with a picture of a God who is not Santa Claus and is not a tyrant who will smite us if we provoke him. Longinus is seeing a God who became like us in our weakness and suffering in order to show us how to be like him in his divine holiness. Longinus is seeing pure love. Longinus is seeing a God who does not want something from us but rather wants to recreate us in his own image.
It is not fitting to ask this God what he can do for me. Instead it is fitting to ask what this God wants to do through me. God does not make the earth quake in order to win a battle against an army. Rather, Jesus is conquering death by death. He is not tearing the temple curtain in two because he has defeated anyone in the temple. Jesus is tearing the temple curtain in two because he has defeated sin. Jesus is not a God who is demanding that we bring blood into the temple so that he can stop being angry. Jesus is a God who brings his own blood as an offering so that we may join him by offering our lives as well. Jesus is inviting all human beings to enter in and offer bloodless sacrifices of praise and worship and he is inviting us into communion with him.
Will we accept this God? Do we want to know this God? If I accept Jesus Christ as my God I can no longer have a magic fairy godmother of a God. Instead I will see God’s providence and generosity when he provides me with people to care for and nurture.
Longinus quit the army and moved back to Cappadocia (in current-day eastern Turkey) where he became a missionary. He founded a fast-growing Christian community. He converted so many people that it got the attention of the authorities.
The soldiers came to arrest Longinus, but when they arrived at the village they did not realize that the person who greeted them was the man they were looking for. Longinus gave them a meal and treated them with hospitality. Just like Jesus shared his meal with Judas. Longinus told the soldiers who he was. The soldiers told him to run away and escape. But he refused to run away just as Jesus refused to plead with Pilot to let him go; just as Jesus accepted the will of the father.
Longinus truly understood and embraced the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ and the love of God the Father and the communion of the Holy Spirit. Longinus stopped being a cog in the machine of sin that is killing the world. He used his life and his death to bring healing to the world.
Will you also follow Jesus Christ by changing the way you understand who God is and what the nature of your life is, this life that God has given you? Will you also use the time you have in your life to bless and to minister and to serve and to pray? Will you follow Jesus?
Lord Jesus Christ, our God, help us to follow you.
At that time, as Jesus was standing by the lake of Gennesaret, he saw two boats by the lake; but the fishermen had gone out of them and were washing their nets. Getting into one of the boats, which was Simon’s, he asked him to put out a little from the land. And he sat down and taught the people from the boat. And when he had ceased speaking, he said to Simon, “Put out into the deep and let down your nets for a catch.” And Simon answered, “Master, we toiled all night and took nothing! But at your word I will let down the nets.” And when they had done this, they enclosed a great shoal of fish; and as their nets were breaking, they beckoned to their partners in the other boat to come and help them. And they came and filled both the boats, so that they began to sink. But when Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus’ knees, saying, “Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord.” For he was astonished, and all who were with him, at the catch of fish which they had taken; and so also were James and John, sons of Zebedee, who were partners with Simon. And Jesus said to Simon, “Do not be afraid; henceforth you will be catching men.” And when they had brought their boats to land, they left everything and followed him.
Luke 5:1-11
John Chrysostom commented on this story and he said that this was the second time that Peter was called by Jesus. Why did he say that?
In the gospel of John, Jesus is baptized by John the Baptist, and the next day he meets Andrew, Peter and other disciples. But in this gospel story from Luke,
A few chapters earlier it says that John the Baptist was put into prison. Today’s story takes place after John the Baptist was put into prison.
John Chrysostom points out that Jesus is using Peter’s boat to sit and teach the crowd. Jesus already knew Peter in today’s story. Jesus had healed Peter’s mother-in-law just a few days earlier (in Luke 4). John Chrysostom also points out that when Jesus met Peter the first time, Peter’s name was Simon, but Jesus gave him the nickname Peter. But in today’s story, Peter is already called Peter. This is the second time Jesus calls Peter to come and follow him.
Why did Jesus need to call Peter two times? Didn’t Peter follow him the first time? I think it was a very difficult thing for the disciples to leave everything and follow Jesus. I think they needed time. I think some of them started to follow him but needed to go home and take care of some business, and then came back. I don’t think it was a simple thing for them to leave all their obligations and wander around from village to village with Jesus.
Perhaps one of the biggest hinderances for Peter was that his mother-in-law was sick and he was obligated to care for her. James and John had a father called Zebedee. Someone needed to care for him.
What has always bothered me about this story is that it appears that Jesus just doesn’t care. One person comes to Jesus and says, “let me bury my father and then I will follow you.” And Jesus says, “let the dead bury the dead.” It sounds like Jesus doesn’t care. In fact, nothing could be farther from the truth. Jesus does care.
What the disciples were experiencing when they first encountered Jesus was ambivalence. When we are ambivalent we want two different things. Although we know we cannot have both we want both. We stand there like deer in the headlights and we cannot choose.
Ambivalence is our inability to accept the truth about which problem in life is the biggest problem in life. There are many problems. Many challenges that we need to grapple with in life. For example, I need to eat. That’s a problem I have to solve. I need to get a job and work and buy food. I need shelter.
What about the problem of the government? The problem of social issues? Those people over there are doing bad things. That government is doing bad things. That religious group over there is doing and teaching the wrong thing.
Another problem that we need to solve in life is fitting in. Humans are social animals. God made us that way. e need to fit in. We need to be part of the team, part of the tribe. We need friends.
These are not non-issues. These are critical issues for our health. What happens when we are surrounded by people who are alienated and disgusted by our faith and our worldview and by our values? Or what if we are surrounded by Christian people who hate the sobriety and solemnity of our Orthodox faith? What if we have friends who think that the most important part of church Is entertainment and the fueling of an emotional addiction? What if these friends of ours can barely contain or hide their utter dismay at the way our Orthodox faith does not even try to cater to those passions? What if we have friends who think that religious people are reactionary and dangerous?
These are legitimate problems and concerns. Our pain and our anxiety are legitimate.Jesus does not dismiss our problems. Jesus knows more about them than we do.
In today’s gospel Peter has an empty boat which Jesus uses to preach from. All the people thronged around Jesus and he was about to fall into the water. So he gets into Peter’s empty boat. Peter has time to row Jesus out into the water because Peter had not caught any fish the whole night before. Peter does not have any fish to take to the market. Peter has nothing better to do this day because he has not caught any fish.
John Chrysostom points out that when Jesus came to Peter and James and John they were mending their nets. And John Chrysostom says that this shows how poor these fishermen were. When the nets were breaking and wearing out they did not have enough money to buy new ones so they had to patch them up by hand. So not only have they caught nothing this day, their nets are also old and worn out they can barely manage even when the do catch fish.
When we suffer from our ambivalence we find that whatever it is that we allow to compete with our dedication to Jesus, whatever that is, is itself always going to fail, regardless. If we do not allow our minds and our hearts to follow Jesus completely then our sin and our bitterness and our anger and our resentment are always going to undermine whatever we were hoping to accomplish. Unless God founds the city, the builders build in vain, say the scriptures.
Unless the highest truth in our minds is Christ, unless the truth we speak loudest about is Jesus, unless the first person to whom we belong is Jesus, all other things will fail to some degree or another.
For example, we allow our minds to be colonized by the foreign invaders called news anchors and pundits. We allow them to come in and occupy our living rooms all evening. We allow politics to sit on the throne of our hearts. When that happens, we find that although we try to care about the salvation of the world we cannot muster any power of imagination to imagine that people would actually meet Jesus and believe. We begin to struggle to imagine how Jesus could change their lives. The evidence for the fact that we lose our imagination is how utterly committed we become to a message of condemnation and alarm. There is nothing imaginative or hopeful in condemnation. We have no joy left over, no hope for what the power of the Most High could mean for our neighbours. Because the rage of politics has ensnared us like a net, it has caught us. Rage and judgment and righteous indignation cripple our ability to hope and to imagine a world where the Saul who persecutes us can become Paul, the great apostle. We say, “those people are hopeless.” All our mental energy, all of our attention, all of our urgency is already devoured by the sea monster of political rage. We do not preach a message of hope but of doom. The solution we truly believe in is not Jesus, but policy and action.
People who can only express despair and dismay over the political situation in the world have nothing to offer a visitor to the church. There is no good news to be told, only judgment. The vitriol becomes toxic because political rage has no ability to see the power of God which is expressed in quiet humility and patience.
Some of us have a different problem. In our circle of friends, we self-censor and avoid bringing any attention to our faith. We try to pass as “normal. ” But when a friend of ours is in obvious pain, or has suffered a great loss, when someone needs us to believe for them, to hope for them, we find that we have sanitized our language from all mention of God so much that although we long to be able to tell the suffering person, “I will pray for you,” and although we long to actually sit and pray with them, we find that we cannot. We have almost forgotten how.
Whatever feeling of belonging we may have purchased is quickly lost because we become strangers to our true selves.
Not only are we failing to make the world a better place because of our rage, and not only are we failing to find true friendship and true companionship by pretending to be someone we are not, the net of our faith also becomes old and worn out. We are not catching fish and our nets are broken.
Then Jesus says, “let your nets down.”
When Jesus tells Peter to let his net down Peter is sceptical. Peter tells Jesus, “We were fishing all night and we didn’t catch anything.” Basically, Peter is saying, “look, Jesus, no disrespect, but there aren’t any fish to catch. We already tried. But because you told me to, I will try it.” Peter is humouring Jesus. It is safe for Peter to do this because he feels certain he will not lose face. Peter is getting ready to tell Jesus, when there are no fish, “It’s okay, Jesus, don’t feel bad. You’re not a fisherman, Jesus, you couldn’t have known that there were no fish there. (even if we did tell you). Don’t worry about it.” That’s what Peter thought he was going to say.
They let down the net and they catch so many fish that the nets are bursting and breaking. Maybe the nets are ruined now. Maybe this is the last catch of fish that these nets can manage to get to land.
The problem that Peter could not tear himself away from in order to follow Jesus was that he needed to catch fish and make a living. And now Jesus has shown that he is able to solve that problem. Jesus can give him fish. Jesus knows about our worries and concerns. And he does care. He is able to provide. He does provide.
Jesus does care about the things we are worried about too. Jesus does care what happens in our society. But his solution is different than ours. Jesus saves by preaching a righteousness that is greater than the Pharisees. He saves us by showing us a vision of humility, by allowing himself to be crucified.
Jesus does care about our need to belong. And his solution is to tell people, “come follow me.” Jesus creates a community by his obedience to his Father. By serving and loving.
As Orthodox Christians we have something that all our peers need. Jesus knew that he had something everyone needs. That is how he found companionship and community and a sense of belonging.
We will not seehow Jesus is providing for us unless we also allow him to solve the one problem which is greater than all our other problems. There is one challenge that is more urgent than all the others and we cannot see how Jesus is filling our nets unless we figure out which problem is the biggest problem.
When Jesus fills Peter’s net with fish, Peter says to Jesus, “depart from me for I am a sinful man.” Peter has many problems and challenges and obligations. But suddenly he understands what his biggest problem is. He realizes what the one thing needful is. Peter’s biggest problem is that he is sinful, not that his mother in law needs help, not that he needs new nets, not that he didn’t catch any fish.
I don’t know about you, but I always imagined that the decision to follow Jesus was always a one-off take-it-or-leave-it moment of crisis. Each person made their mind up once and that was it. That is how the gospel stories sounded to me.
Today’s gospel suggests to us that it was not so simple even for Peter and the other apostles. Maybe that’s why Jesus is always saying, “no one who puts his hand to the plough and then turns back is worthy of me.” Because some believed but struggled. Some wanted to but did not know how. Some people did not think they were worthy.
Followers of Jesus struggle with ambivalence. Jesus does not judge us for our ambivalence. Rather, Jesus is waiting to help us conquer our ambivalence.
Peter’s words reveal his deepest fear and his deepest worry. “You can’t help me, Jesus. I am beyond help. There’s no point.” That is what Peter is saying. “I am going to mess up. I’m going to fail. I’m going to ruin your ministry, Jesus. Run away from me.”
Peter was willing to take a chance on letting Jesus find the fish in the water. But can Jesus find Peter in the deep dark ocean of sin? Can Jesus fish Peter out? Can Jesus take away his sins and make him whole?
Can Jesus heal your pain so that you can feel confident that his grace is sufficient for you? Can Jesus change you? Can Jesus give you peace even when the leaders and politicians have gone astray? Can Jesus make you shine with the light of his love? Can Jesus speak through you to suffering people and save them? That is the biggest question. And the answer is yes.
When Jesus dies for us on the cross he shows us that the only problem that matters is that I am a sinner and the sinful world is perishing. The biggest problem Is that I cannot become who I am created to be unless Jesus calls me to come and follow him.
When Peter realized that his greatest problem was his sinfulness and his lack of hope and faith Jesus gives him a lifeline. Jesus says, “I will make you a fisher of men.”
I know who you are. I am what you need. I am who you need to be. I am carrying the pain you feel. I am the resurrection and the life. Jesus says, “all power in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, teaching them to obey everything that I have commanded you.”
Turn the news off.
Walk away.
Go mend the net of your hope and faith in the kingdom of God. So that you can become a fisher of men. Devote your energy and hope and urgency towards the redemption of the people you know.Reserve the throne in your heart for the one who can solve our biggest problem.
In the book of 1 Kings we read this story:
Elijah went … and found Elisha son of Shaphat. [Elisha] was plowing with twelve yoke of oxen, and he himself was driving the twelfth pair. Elijah went up to him and threw his cloak around him. Elisha then left his oxen and ran after Elijah.
“Let me kiss my father and mother goodbye,” he said, “and then I will come with you.” (literally: I will walk behind you)
“Go back,” Elijah replied. “I will not stop you.”
So Elisha left him and went back. He took his yoke of oxen and slaughtered them. He burned the plowing equipment to cook the meat and gave it to the people, and they ate. Then he set out to follow Elijah and became his servant.
(1 Kings 19:19-21)
Elisha was called to become the apprentice to the greatest prophet Israel had ever known. He made his acceptance of that calling into a clear public statement of faith, and he dedicated his great choice to God as a sacrifice. He gathered people around the choice he had made. He did not only burn the plowing equipment, he burnt his bridges. Now there was no turning back. Elisha put himself in a position of such vulnerability towards God that he had to see how God provided for his needs since no one else could provide for him. Now he had no other livelihood so only God could help him.
Jesus, let me also slaughter the oxen of my worries, let me burn the yoke of my fears so that I may sacrifice together with you. Help me to put off my ambivalence and make myself dependent on you alone, so that I will always remember what is most urgent. Help me to walk behind you.
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